Now that indy is one he keeps me more busy than ever. Hence the fewer entries of our journey. I toyed with the idea of not continuing to write but I believe in fate that I was meant to continue. I received an email from a girl contemplating the same path towards motherhood as I chose. I was so happy to hear that maybe somewhere in the world I could offer a little help to those thinking to do the same. It was the best decision of my life.
Now. On to Indy. He is 14 months and still as happy as ever. He has also started to walk! He will get up, take some steps and then plop down. So funny his hands in the air like a little monkey. I’ll never forget being at work and his nanny texted me that he took his first steps. I was devastated and my biggest fears of missing big moments was happening. As I was telling the girls at work a customer walked by and said “I don’t mean to be listening in but I speak to working mothers all the time. I tell them if you didn’t see it, it didn’t happen.” Although I couldn’t get it out of my head I liked what she said. It resonated with me and made me feel ok about being away. And now I see him walking and flourishing into a growing boy and sometimes I just stare at him and can’t believe that he is mine. ALL MINE!!